MY DREAMS GET BIGGER,AND BIGGER, IN THIS
CRAZY LITTLE WORLD
Who am I??
At Times Even I Wonder

Hey hey.My name is Nikkhi.I love to sing though at times though I might sound horrible I love to dance.I do laugh really laugh loudly,So think twice before cracking a joke with me. I hate fakers.I love my friends because they are real and being with them make me feel so loved. I embrace my flaws because my flaws make me unique. My Family is my priority,I dont hide it I flaunt it. -That's me

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
but i have my friends to guide:)

EVa
Rachel

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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4 attractive guys. (Thursday, December 30, 2010 / 7:38 AM)

Okky so today's topic is really interesting. I have to list 4 guys in the world who I find attractive. Okay so the first guy,for those who dont know his name is Ram Charan(nickname is cherry).He is an indian actor.I dont find him attractive because of his looks but there are many reasons why I find him attractive. 1.He is always so shy in interviews and thats so attractive, If you guys have been following me closely you will know that I love guys who are shy I just find them dam attractive. 2.HE LOVES HIS FAMILY.Thats definitely a plus point.When ever he talks about his family my heart melt he is so femily centric which is so sweet makes him more attractive. Mainly I find him attractive because he is shy and family centric which is really sweet kind of makes my heart melt whenever I see him.Its so funny.I used to tell my friends that I will marry him one day well lets say that used to be my fantasy. 2.I love Jack Black.I find him charming.He is so funny.When I am crying and I watch his movies I can forget all my worries and laugh.His interviews always carry a sense of humour and I find that really attractive.He is probably not the most good looking but he is cute and he looks so "cuddly"he is the kind you just want to hug.Very Attractive. 3.Chec Febregas.One of My favourite soccer players in the world!!!!A)He has great soccer skills.I mean I find athletic guys dam attractive, I used to be so attracted to they way he will score great goals.He used to be really hot tempered remember the time he spit on a chelsea player,Ever since he bacame captain,he now stops the fight seeing him so calm now just added another point.He is goodlooking,calm and has great soccer skills.He is definitely one of the most attractive. 4.KEITH URBAN.The most attractive in my list.I love his music.He can serenade me with his guitar any time.My fav album of his is Get Closer Do you guys know that that album was a love letter for nicole kidman.When he had a relapse after their marriage and she was there all the time for him so he did this entire album as a love letter for her.I saw the interview on Oprah(You guys should catch it so romantic and honest)he said that it was a personal love letter.This was the letter:"Nicole Mary—I continue to be brought to my knees by this love of ours… I am in awe of how this blessed family we are creating stretches and fearlessly opens my vulnerable heart…and I just want to be a better man, for you, and father for our heavenly Sunday Rose and have you go to sleep every night knowing that no one has ever, or will ever, love you as much as I do…and all we need is faith." When he said that out loud my heart melted such honesty."His music is always so honest.The way he writes songs like the song"Put you in a song"Put you in a song" and "You'll think of me",Its honset and the lyrics can make any girl melt including me.My friends always say taylor swift introduced them to country music but for me was Keith,I have listened to all his songs.He is so attractive bcause you see honesty in his eyes when he sings(so rare to see that in guys nowadays).So attractive.

Freindship (Sunday, December 26, 2010 / 11:50 AM)


Top5 TV Womances - 01. Serena/Blair (Gossip Girl)
BLAIR: Everything’s horrible. My whole life is falling apart.
SERENA: So? Rebuild it. You’re a Waldorf remember? People don’t tell you who you are, you tell them. Stay and Fight. I’ll fight with you.
BLAIR: I’m so embarrassed, I’m so…
SERENA: So what? Start over. It can be done. I should know. We’ll get through this together.
BLAIR: Promise?
SERENA: Promise.
Being BFFS is not easy.You have to be frank and be with her when she needs you.Its funny how we tell our friends “Babe I will be there when you need me” when you need them they will be busy with their boyfriends or other things. I believe that a true friend is there when you need them the most and I am happy to have the true friends who I can just call and say I need therapy and tell them everything and they will be there listening to all the woes and cheer me up.This post is dedicated to Harpreet my friend she is more like a sister come closest friend I know her since I was sec 1 yes sec 1.I don’t talk about her to alot of my friends because she is too precious she is someone who i have shared every experience with that I don’t see a need in sharing.She has been there when I was in sec1 and now when I am in poly year 2.She has always been there and I dedicate this post to her.She has always been honest,caring,helpful and have been there to hold me when I crumble. I love you Preet<3
The next time you tell your friend you will be there mean it or else don’t say it<3



(Wednesday, December 22, 2010 / 7:34 AM)

Okky so someone asked me(on twitter) to write about things that will a girl happy in a relationship. So I did a list on 15 things t make a girl smile well i did it based on 15 things will make me smile but mostly all the girsl are around the same so enjoy :)

1.Tell her she is beautiful.Every girl wants to hear this from the guy she loves.T be honest according to me you should NOT tell her that she is beautiful when she is feels/looks messy ,love is not about sweet talking its about being real and genuine.

2.Hold her hand at any moment … even if its ust for a second.This makes all girls feel secure.
3.Hug her from behind.To me thats the sweetest way to surprise someone.
4.Leave her voice messages to wake up to.THESE IS A DEFINITE WAY TO SCORE A BROWNIE POINT.I mean you dont have to do that every day but maybe if a girl have been feeling her down you can leave her voice messages in the morning and be creative in the voice message sing a short good morning song or something.
Wrestle with her.
5.If youre talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.This is just to show that you care about her feelings and to tell us women that no matter how many women you talk to end of the day we are the most important.
6.Introduce her to your friends … as your girlfriend. Definitely makes any girl feels special.
7.Make her laugh,There's a reason why every girl says that a guy needs to have a good sense of humor.
8.Let her fall asleep in your arms.Its a sweet gesture.
9.If she’s mad at you, kiss her.Boys this will save you from alot of trouble.
10.Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one of her t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with her cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
11.Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.Dont be an Ass and treat her like a joke when you are with your friends.
12.Look her in the eyes and smile.This is the simplest and the most romantic thing to do at any point of the day.
13.Kiss her in the rain.This is every girls dream trust me.I have always wanted to be kissed in the rain.A kiss in the rain will always be the most memorable to any girl.
14.Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its’n simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.You know honestly just a framed picture of both of you will mean alot to her.When you get a gift the price is never important the gift must touch her heart.
15.Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
End of the day :
If u care about her…SHOW her! We girls dont like the whole"Baby I love you but I am shy I dont speak much so I cant show you how much I love you"Actions speak louder than words if you are not the one who likes to speak write notes,who says love letters are old fashion even when you write her letters and small notes at times to tell her you care than it works.

Day 8- My favourite style icon (Tuesday, December 21, 2010 / 9:17 AM)

I kind of changed the reflection because some of the questions just dont make sense to me.So today's post I have decided to do on my favourite style icon.I look uo to 2 people when it comes to style.One of the is Gisele bundchen and Penelope Cruz.

I love Gisele bundchen.She is my FAVOURITE V girl. She is cruvy,beautiful and just so heavenly.I like the way she dresses on normal day.Its really casual yet simple.She normaly just wears a plain tank top paired with skinny jeans and an amazing heel and she looks great.She always looks so simple and desirable.To me she is the only girl who looks great even with shoes liek what do they call it yes,converse shoes,I am in love with coverse shoes now:)Love her style.Well you can see it for yourself with the pictures below:)





Another person I love PENELOPE CRUZ!!!!!!Gish She is just so amazing.She has big eyes,good skin amazing body(WHICH I ENVY),I find her sexy she is like sexy inspiration,and I love her in her movies she is great too :):) Just love her
Let the pictures speak:)





Day 7-The Zodiac sign that you think fits your personality (Sunday, December 19, 2010 / 10:04 AM)

Just for all your information, I believe in Horoscope to the extent where I believe that you ask someone what’s their horoscope and you can figure out their personality. Well I believe the English horoscope not the tamil one because I just have had many lets put many in caps shall we MANY, problems with those tamil horoscope readers who came to me telling me nonsense stuffs.
The only place I read horoscopes from is from Seventeen Magazine.com.RELIABLE TO THE MAX!!!So I went and checked out with my personality traits and am discussing all the traits stated

Okay so coming to the point I am Taurus.
My personality is the following:
1. The first thing you will notice about her(Taurus women) is her undefeatable emotional strength. She is capable of handling the severest of problems, without shedding even a single tear .So true, I mean having been through so many shit in my life I tend to cry but end of the day I somehow find all the courage to just go on.
2. She has the infamous Taurus temper, but it is seldom displayed.Okky I used to be so short tempered and for my friends who have been with me since secondary school will agree that I am not as hot tempered as before.Ya I throw things last time when I am angry but now I control them.The point I tend to get angry pretty often,
3. A Taurus woman has no desire of dominating her husband. She will let him handle the reins, in fact this is what she secretly desires.FOR ALL THOSE MEN WHO THINK I MIGHT DOMINATE YOU HERE YOU GO!!!!!One of my guy friends once told me ,I will quote exactly what he said.He said”You know I like you so much,You always seem so independent and strong,I was afraid to ask you out on a date because I don’t like to be dominated “I mean what the hell right.I am independent and strong because I just never had it easy so I always had to depend on myself that doesn’t mean I dominate guys when I am with them.Ask any of my good guy friends I give them the respect of men,where I do listen and Let them make decisions. I find it funny how guys get attracted to independent girls and don’t want to date them due to the fear of being dominated.Weather or not we women are independent and strong end of the day we are still women,we are not some scary devils.
4. A Taurus woman wants a real man, who can make her proud of himself as much as she is proud of herself. However, if he fails in his role, she will take the control in her own hands. Neither will she act like a mewing kitten, nor like a roaring lioness. She is independent and has a mind of her own, but she does not want to dominate in the relationship. Taurean women do not see social status while making their friends. They want to be friends with people who do not hide their true nature and come across as they really are.SIMPLY TRUE.I find it funny when people I know ask me”you are friends with that guy!!like he is the geek one”WHO cares!!!!! So what if you have the most goodlooking friends their personality might suck big time.When ever I meet someone,the reason for me to be their friend will not be their looks,status(example”Mr popular guy,or blah blah blah),it will be their true personality who they really are thats what friends are. Friends are not the replica of you they are different personalities who end of the day shower you with affection love and care.
5. A Taurus girl doesn't fight with people she dislikes, she simply ignores them and becomes indifferent to their presence. However, she will be loyal to her true friends and they will remain with her throughout her life. In return, she will expect them to stand by her when she needs them. A Taurean woman also gets jealous, but only if you exceed the limits of casual flirtation. Everything has a limit and this also does. It's better not to provoke her anger or you will be very sorry.Yes true,when I have friends I satnd by them and when I am sad I expect them to be there too but oh well most have some have clearly disapoointed me but who cares for all you know life’s a bitch.I like the line” It's better not to provoke her anger or you will be very sorry”I may seem really scary when I get provoked, I can kill people with words if they break my limit.They wont be hurting hurting but may come across a bit bitchy but hey if a bitch needs to be taught a lesson I wont mind being a bitch to do that.
6. She is brainy, but not too much interested in intellectual subjects. She is practical in her thinking and does not feel the need to indulge in mental gymnastics. She is balanced in her approach and you will hardly see her in a restless disposition. A Taurean girl hates anything artificial, be the flowers in her vase or the friends in her life. She has to feel the fragrance of real roses and the presence of real people. The beauty of Mother Nature especially pleases her.How true comeon I hate fake people so why would I like fake flowers right.
7. Ugliness of any kind makes her miserable and repulsive. She loves to be amidst colorful surroundings, like gardens blooming with flowers. A Taurean female has a good taste, so please be very careful before taking her out. She is a very good cook herself and you will always be treated to excellent homemade food. She is also very much interested in the art forms, like painting. She is a tomboy at heart and will enjoy many guy-things like horse riding, going on a roller coaster ride, fishing.Talking about being a tom-boy at heart,I am I love to watch soccer FYI I LOVE ARSENAL!!!! Okky,so I am a Tom0Boy which is true probably thats why my friend Rachel used to ask me to be more feminine in the past.And I love to paint(I don’t know how to paint but I like to see paintings thats what I meant)
8. She dresses simply, yet elegantly and her fabrics are always feather-soft. Taurus female is very strong and above the usual female insecurities. However, she demands loyalty and will never compromise in this area. She is beyond hypocrisy and has an undemanding and easy-going manner. She wants her man to take her side, especially in public. If he contradicts her in front of other people, expect the temperature to reach beyond the boiling point.Hhahaah Love this point “She wants her man to take her side, especially in public. If he contradicts her in front of other people, expect the temperature to reach beyond the boiling point”.If my future boyfriend ever I mean EVER CONTRADICTS ME I will have 2 words for him.BYE BYE .Ya I have guy friends to contradict me as my boy friend support me don’t you dare contradict me or else I will just have to say BYE BYE.
9. When pushed too far, she loses her cool demeanor quickly. Taurus women make excellent mothers, except for the fact that they cannot tolerate disobedience or defiance in kids. Laziness and carelessness also makes them angry. Otherwise, they will be more of a friend to their children than the typical mommies. A Taurus woman will also teach the kids how to be strong and will protect them from the big bad outside world. She never shirks from or whines about her responsibilities. Her man will be expected to do the same.I love kids,LIKE LOVE.I already feel like being a mother to my younger brother so I think I feel like I have experience in that area.
10. She can also bear endless pain and stress, without complaining for a single minute. She is good with finances and knows how to maintain quality in a reasonable budget. She is a very good host and will be there to help her man in any and every way she can. A Taurean woman will care for you when you are ill, will back you in your new business venture and let you take over the control of the home. And, you will always be treated to a warm, cozy home when you come back from office.Hmmm Okky so out of this 10 traits there is only one thing thats wrong.” She can also bear endless pain and stress, without complaining for a single minute”I MEAN HELLO I HAVE ANOTHER NICK NAME GIVEN BY MY MUM AND THATS CALLED COMPLAIN QUEEN WELL ITS COMPLAIN PRINCESS!!!.I swear I have been trying to not complain but when I am stress I just tend to complain.Have to say that my complaining have decreased though.


So thats the end of this traits.I believe in horoscope to an extent but more than believing in horoscope i believe in myself and I know that I am fabulous.

Update:Holidays have started and I have to start on my assignment which I am starting tomorrow.Hoping to finish the assignment soon so that can focus for the upcoming tests Now that its holidays I can expect for more sleep.Excited.So thats all for this post.Adios human beings.

Day 6- Write 30 intersting facts about yourself. (Saturday, December 18, 2010 / 10:40 AM)

Just for those to know I am blogging at 2.42 AM,Yes AM!!!!
Okky lets start the countdown baby.
1.I love to study when it rains.INTERESTING MUCH????Exactly my friends think its weired but When it rains,I just feel so loose(loose meaning not uptight)and I feel relaxed and my mind works better than.
2.I love to eat the same thing everyDAY!!!.My close friend Cecilia finds this annoying,I always eat fish fillet in the morning for breakfast and at night I till eat Idly(An indain dish).ITS NORMALY THE SAME EVERYDAY.When I like something in food,I normaly stick to it:)
3.I am a sucker for guys who can play the piano or the guitar.I melt if a guy can sing to me while playing the guitar or the piano.
4.I LOVE OLD OLD SONGS.My favourites songs are Billy Joel-Vienna and KT TUNSTALL-Suddenly I see.
5.I love to chew on rubber bands(Just a weired quark of mine)
6.I do yoga like almost every day.
7.I drink lots and lots of water like I love water,you guys have no idea.Lets say water is simply amazeballs.
8.I use weired prases liek AMZEBALLS or OOC:Out Of Control.
9.My favourite colour have been purple for years.
10.I have an outdated phone.(Not willing to change cause it doesnt break!!!!)
11.I always dance LIKE ALWAYS.
12.I have been trying how to do those smoky eyes(Total fail I swear)
13.I have a soft corner for shy geeky boys.
14.I dont have straight teeth like I have the vampire teeth at the end.
15.I love to sing though I clearly know my voice suck.
16.I dont do MSN convo,If my friends want to have a long Msn convo I iwll ask them call me.
17.I love Magge meee I have a record for eating that for a month.
18.I am THE BIGGEST CAMWHORE IN THE WORLD.
19.I procastinate when it comes to loosing weight and studying.
20.I have a disco ball in my house so normally girls night is always at my house.
21.When I sleep,and people talk to me I will just say yes everytime.I remember the time where my mum wanted to wear gold earing and I didnt want to so when I was sleeping she was like"darling wear earing when you wake up okky".I said YES.
22.I have been learning how to wear hennah.(Have been abit better than the makeup department)
23.I get hungry like 3am in the morning.I am hungry now.
24.I always dream about action stuffs like you know those who happen in the action film.
25.I can stalk people from their facebook.
26.When ever I wear heels I will at least fall once.
27.Apart from the word independent another word that describes me would be clumsy,or like how Naz will call it clupsy.
28.When ever I type like I will type it like Lkie!!!Crazy right.
29.I will never be late.I am always punctual and hate it when my friends come late but well thats what will always happen.Sometimes I try to be late but even if I am late my friends will be even more late.
30.I have never been to the beach not that I can recall of but never.

Day 5-A time when you thought about endig your own life (Thursday, December 16, 2010 / 7:27 PM)


Wow. This is a very touchy topic guess.
Gosh I remember this time really clearly.
It was a time when my parents were going through a hard time , and my mother started working after a very long time.
I was alone most of the time at home and I was drifting away from everyone I was close with.
I remember when something happened and one night I was all alone with my brother, I had forgave but never forgot the incident. I remember thinking on things like why would I want to be alive, What’s the point of continuing this way.
Then I remembered Crying and my brother came and sat beside me and wiped my tears. Then I realized why should I feel this way. I have learned that Life is like a bed of roses filled with thorns when you walk the bed of roses you are going to step on the thorns and they are going to be blood. If you want to stop the path half way then you will never get to feel the softness of the roses that are still on the path. Life is very similar. There are going to be Ups and Downs. If we think of ending our life every time life throws us something challenging, then we are never going to feel the happiness that we might feel in the later part of life.
From then on the suicidal thought has never crossed my mind. Look at the challenges life throw you as something that helps you grow into a better person ,because from experience all the challenges life has thrown me I have faced them, They might have taken a toll from my mind and my body and might have emotionally drained me but end of the day those were the challenges that have made me strong and independent and taught me how to cherish and love yourself. Love yourself. Whenever I hate myself ,I always tell myself this: There might be girls who are better than me but no one can be me and I will start thinking about the good things about myself and make myself happy. Its funny how when people are sad they want to listen to sad song. Do you know what I do when I am sad, I listen to happy songs that will put me in a good mood. Let me say something if no one can keep me happy I will keep myself happy because I am so WORTH IT <<3


Day 4- My views on religion ( / 7:15 PM)

Hmmm, another interesting post.
I have to say that I am not the kind of person who is very religious. I mean I respect my religion and I pray but I think My parents are just way too religious than me and I think its fine. Everyone has a different view on religion and I think its sad when you see people killing each other due to different religion .It’s sad. There’s more to life. Everyone is different and religion is something that makes all of us different than one another but that doesn’t mean that we can love each other or care for one another. Life is short instead of killing one another for things like religion we should love and care for one another , and make the world be a better place: Gosh I am starting to sound like Mother Theresa. Well just to say she is one of the woman admire the most, No one can have the patience to be like her but I love her she is simply one of the most wonderful persons we had in the world.


Day 3-My views on Drugs and Alchohol (Monday, December 13, 2010 / 5:46 AM)

Hey hey guys.
Kind of an interesting post right???
My views on drugs and alcohol. Honestly I think alcohol is okay.I mean everyone wants to have some fun and they tend to drink alcohol and personally I have nothing against that.At the same time,I dont think someone should take advantage of being drunk.I have a perfect personal example,of a person my dad's friend.My dad's friend is a nice guy when you see him and talk to him but if he gets drunk its BANNANS!!!!.He hits his wife and kids.I mean WHAT THE HELL RIGHT!!!!!.I respect those who getdrunk and go home and sleep not those who get drunk and hit ladies.His daughter is 3 years older than me and she literally hates guys,she doesnt belive in love or marraige.She always cries when her father gets drunk.I mean this is like the bad side if you dont know how to handle alcohol.

Lets talk about drugs.I was never supportive of drugs at ALL.I dont think its a good idea,I have seen people get destroyed with drugs.I mean why do something that has the power to literally destroy you right.Some people have told me that its normaly because of the "HIGHNESS" that drug seems so great for people.Honeslty I mean there arent any other things better than drugs?????God Knows.

Well thats all for this post.

Day 2 -Where would you like to be in 10 years? (Sunday, December 12, 2010 / 7:14 AM)

Where would you like to be in 10 years?
Wow that’s like an interesting question. I have always been a big dreamer, LIKE A BIG DREAMER.I always say, that my dreams are made up of an array of possibilities and only a PINCH OF REALITY. In these 10years, Professionaly I really hope that I will be in the entertainment industry .I had this dream when I was a little girl. The dream was that I would go to India and start a clothing line called XOXO By Nikkhi. I mean how crazy is that right. I clearly remember having that dream when I was 15.From then on I told myself I am going to achieve that dream one day. When I researched I know that to start a clothing line I need to understand the consumers very well and there are a lot of things that go into them. I also learned that if you start of from going to the fashion industry it will be much easier. So following my idol, Inspiration Kimora Lee Simmons, I have decided to hopefully work in a magazine company as an editor and work myself from there to achieve that ultimate dream. So I hope professionally in 10 Years I am in my dream “Editor and Chief” position in a Preferably fashion magazine(I love VOUGUE!!!!) and starting my fashion line. I know it sounds ambitious but I always believe in dreaming big then only you will be motivated to do better in life :)
This is Kimora Lee Simons 


Being Professional:



So in terms of my personal life, In 10 years I hope to be able to provide and take care of my family.I hope to be always there for them and literally take care of my parents as well as they have always wanted me to take care of them.IN an addition in 10 years I hope to be blessed to find someone special to participate in my life .I also would like to attend all my closest friends weddingThat will be exciting for sure.
Family is always the key to happiness:


End of the day, In 10 years I want to be in a place in my life where I am happy being surrounded by all my loved ones and having my dreams and ambitions be fulfilled with their blessings

Day 1- How is single Life. (Saturday, December 11, 2010 / 9:14 AM)


Great start:)
So the entry has to be about the relationship I am in /If I am single describe how single life is like ?
I will add pictures in between my posts to make the post more Fabulous. Just kidding I feel like pictures in-between will make the memories more alive

First point that I want to share is that I have NEVER been in a relationship. A lot of people have told me that they picture me to be in a relationship, because I have the very modern look or it’s because I am overly Romantic, but the case it that I have never been in a relationship. Growing up, I had too many responsibilities such as looking after my brother and managing the family, I never head the time. Well that’s the excuse I give everyone .Honestly I like the freedom. I don’t like being tied down with commitments at such a young age. I have had friends who have boyfriends, who are always telling them not to wear this dress, don’t behave this way. I mean I am just not a kind of person who can stand a lot of restrictions. Call me independent or arrogant, but I know what’s right and what’s wrong, Knowing myself too well I know I will not go in the wrong path and I feel like if you are in a relationship the guys tend to tie you down and you just loose the freedom. That used to be my thinking; I hated arguments I used to think true couples in love never fought.
As I grew up I realised that I am just being scared to enter into the relationship. I don’t think I have a commitment phobia but I fear of heartbreaks. I am scared to make the steps, I am afraid it will ruin the happiness I have now. I do believe that this might all change one day. The one day where the right guy for me will come and sweep me off my feet, that guy will make me feel special, feel loved and make me want to come over all the fears of going into a relationship. So I have decided to be patient and wait 

So how is Single life? It’s fun for the most part. I mean when you are single, you have the freedom. You get to spend most of your time with your friends, friends who are amazing and love you and make you laugh.






Being single lets me focus on my studies, and let me have some time for myself to do what I am passionate about .I feel like this semester of school has just gotten tougher and I feel like it’s important to focus and not get distracted.Apart from spending time with your friends and focusing on studies, being single lets me focus on what’s the most important like family. Being Single helps me to spend more time with my brother like how I always finish my RJ and I will play with him, sing with him and dance with him, Just spend time with him every day.


With all these there are times where I just feel like something is missing .Especially when I am upset or I crumbled down, I wish there will be someone who will lend me his shoulder, and stroke my hair, hold my hand, kiss my forehead and tell me that he’s there and everything will be fine. When I am sad I do call my closest people and tell them how I feel and they have always been there let me cross the hurdle, but I am sure the 2 feelings will be different.

Having that being said, I prefer my single life for now. Given the hectic school time, Assignments, Exams, I feel like my single life helps me focus on the important things such as School, Family and Friends. I have no complaints, I know that there are people with bigger burdens out there and I have to say that I am blessed to be loved by an amazing Family and friends. Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.
End of the day what matters is that you are happy and I am happy in my single life now.

My 30 DAY CHALLENGE ( / 9:05 AM)

So Like I posted I am starting the 30-DAY challenge like today:)
I always percieve my blog to be my personal reflection of myself,Since I love giving comments about everything My Blog is a great place for me to do it,SO ENOJOY:)

Love in a defined way. (Thursday, December 9, 2010 / 10:04 PM)

I saw this and my heart just melted:)

When Boys became Men (Thursday, December 2, 2010 / 11:38 PM)




This is why I am always attracted to Men then Boys.They just make you feel so great.I dont know if its weired but I always say I will date guys older than me like 5 years,I have been told I am too mature for my age so My age expectation is higher.haahah.But one thing my friends told me "Its so funny how we have dreamy expectation about yr dream guy.But when you have that GUY he will be everything as an Exception"
How true.Point agreed.That's why I always say Fantasy is better than reality.
Thats why I always say my dreams are filled with an Array of possibilities with a hint of reality,A HINT only!!!!!.