Hows Life (Thursday, June 9, 2011 / 7:41 AM)
Life has been well weired. FYP is taking up all my time,I am just not having the full exposure of my life. Part of me cant wait for myself to finish my diploma, but the other part of me asks me where do I go after this.I use to see a very clear life path a path that I planned for myself.Things have changed.With all this I don't know if I can achieve all those enormous goals in my life but I have came to a conclusion that I should take it as life goes.Maybe I will become a personal assistant for a big boss and lead a normal life or maybe I will do something to change the world.Either way my main goal in my life for my future is to be happy,happy and contented.
Awful! Father Kills Daughter's Girlfriend & Girlfriend's Mother In Rage Over Lesbian Relationship. (Tuesday, April 19, 2011 / 8:19 PM)
We have no words. This saddens us to our very core.
The Austin Police Department arrested Jose Aviles last night after he brutally murdered his daughter's girlfriend and the girl's mother.
According to the police, the girls' lesbian relationship had been the source of constant feuding between the two families for months. Late last night, Jose and another unidentified Hispanic man arrived at the home of Maria Hurtado, whose 24 year old daughter, Norma, was dating his. They were let in by Maria and Norma, while Jose's daughter was somewhere else in the house. Moments later, Jose’s daughter heard gun shots and found the two women shot to death. The two men were seen rushing from the home in a green sport utility vehicle and within a few hours, Jose was arrested and charged with capital murder.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
I get it some people are just fucking close minded so that gives him the right to kill someone ??? Everyone has their own right to be who they want to be and falling in love is wrong?? WHAT gave this guy the right to kill other people. Totally disgusted by this guy,I do hope he gets maximum sentence.My prayers go out to the daughter to know the dad killed her girlfriend,I pray she gets the strength to move on .
The day (Friday, March 18, 2011 / 9:17 AM)
True Relationship (Sunday, March 13, 2011 / 9:35 AM)
MARRIAGE
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.
So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.
By Stephanie Halmilton
Beethoven love Letter (Thursday, March 10, 2011 / 6:09 AM)
I love love letters from men.ESP,Beethoven alot of you would probably know him as a musician a great musician but he is more than that.He is an amazing lover well his love letter prove to be.When he passed aways there were letters found on his desks they were not addressed to any one but,at that time he was in love with a married woman and he was leaving the city so probably the letters were for her.Well here is my favorite one out of the 3 letters:
Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
P.S So happy today my fav arsenal player Emmanuel replied me on twitter yeah :):) Hhahah kind of made my week.
What is happiness (Sunday, February 20, 2011 / 9:08 AM)
In my opinion happiness is vital.Think about it you wake up every morning being blessed to be able to see the sunlight.I know of kids who have illness and that are counting their days there are many people who dont know if they will be blessed enough to see the sunshine the next day.When we get the chance to see the sunshine we allow many events to ruin our mood.We get frustrated/angry/annoyed/upset and it affects our happiness.End of the day we will go to bed not feeling the joy for that day.
Thats why I always say we have to make ourselves happy.Wake up every morning with a SMILE on your face.TRUST ME!!!.When you wake up with a smile on your face it just kick starts your day.Do things that keeps you happy.If you think dressing up and feeling beautiful is going to make you feel happy,Dress up.If you feel having chocolates in the morning is going to make you happy dont give a crap about the calories and get yourself a chocolate,If you think listening to happy songs is going to make you happy listen to happy songs.Do things that will keep you happy.
When I go to school,I take the train and I see all the people not smiling and I think to myslef why!!!!! Its a new day a fresh day,Someone once told me you should treat everyday as a new you.Smile keep yourself happy.I realize something that when something happens that make me sad lie for instance my mum called me and scold me for probably not cleaning up the house before leaving school,I feel really sad,But I dont go and drown myself in sadness??Instead I listen to happy upbeat songs because they make me feel better and I will go back home with a smile and make sure before I go to bed I will clean the house up so that the same thing will not repeat.Every mistake we make in life teach us one lesson or another,we cant be sad every time we make a mistake.We must have our chin up,a smile on our face and learn from the mistakes.
Start today to smile people.Smile as you might make another person smile with your smile <3
Update:) (Wednesday, February 16, 2011 / 7:37 PM)
Exams have been killing me so haven't had the time to blog.
I am quite sure that this next semester is going to be tough.
New business module which I am excited about,then there is the Final Year Project which scares me but I am looking forward for it.I am going to love the hectic lifestyle because I believe that when things are hectic you will never know how fast time flies and I can wait to be done with poly so thats a good thing.
On the other hand, Did you guys watched the Arsenal VS Barcelona match!!!!!
Arsenal won YES!!!!! I was so excited for the match after so long I felt so excited for a Arsenal match the enthusiasm was mind blowing and the players played well.Felt so proud to be an Arsenal Fan :):):)
Yup heard about the recent news about Egypt .I feel so happy for Egypt.Hope that this new plan will give all of them a brighter and happier future in their country.
Okay so after my exams I am going to have fun and promise to post many interesting things.Having that being said I went for an outing with my gals the other time.Will upload the pictures soon <3
