Day 1- How is single Life. (Saturday, December 11, 2010 / 9:14 AM)
Great start:)
So the entry has to be about the relationship I am in /If I am single describe how single life is like ?
I will add pictures in between my posts to make the post more Fabulous. Just kidding I feel like pictures in-between will make the memories more alive
First point that I want to share is that I have NEVER been in a relationship. A lot of people have told me that they picture me to be in a relationship, because I have the very modern look or it’s because I am overly Romantic, but the case it that I have never been in a relationship. Growing up, I had too many responsibilities such as looking after my brother and managing the family, I never head the time. Well that’s the excuse I give everyone .Honestly I like the freedom. I don’t like being tied down with commitments at such a young age. I have had friends who have boyfriends, who are always telling them not to wear this dress, don’t behave this way. I mean I am just not a kind of person who can stand a lot of restrictions. Call me independent or arrogant, but I know what’s right and what’s wrong, Knowing myself too well I know I will not go in the wrong path and I feel like if you are in a relationship the guys tend to tie you down and you just loose the freedom. That used to be my thinking; I hated arguments I used to think true couples in love never fought.
As I grew up I realised that I am just being scared to enter into the relationship. I don’t think I have a commitment phobia but I fear of heartbreaks. I am scared to make the steps, I am afraid it will ruin the happiness I have now. I do believe that this might all change one day. The one day where the right guy for me will come and sweep me off my feet, that guy will make me feel special, feel loved and make me want to come over all the fears of going into a relationship. So I have decided to be patient and wait
So how is Single life? It’s fun for the most part. I mean when you are single, you have the freedom. You get to spend most of your time with your friends, friends who are amazing and love you and make you laugh.
Being single lets me focus on my studies, and let me have some time for myself to do what I am passionate about .I feel like this semester of school has just gotten tougher and I feel like it’s important to focus and not get distracted.Apart from spending time with your friends and focusing on studies, being single lets me focus on what’s the most important like family. Being Single helps me to spend more time with my brother like how I always finish my RJ and I will play with him, sing with him and dance with him, Just spend time with him every day.
With all these there are times where I just feel like something is missing .Especially when I am upset or I crumbled down, I wish there will be someone who will lend me his shoulder, and stroke my hair, hold my hand, kiss my forehead and tell me that he’s there and everything will be fine. When I am sad I do call my closest people and tell them how I feel and they have always been there let me cross the hurdle, but I am sure the 2 feelings will be different.
Having that being said, I prefer my single life for now. Given the hectic school time, Assignments, Exams, I feel like my single life helps me focus on the important things such as School, Family and Friends. I have no complaints, I know that there are people with bigger burdens out there and I have to say that I am blessed to be loved by an amazing Family and friends. Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.
End of the day what matters is that you are happy and I am happy in my single life now.
